I joined the bandwagon a lil late but oh well...

http://pixiestix.multiply.com/

Sa kung sinong interesado, andon picture ni bahista boy sa multiply ko. Tinamad na ako i-upload dito. So kung gusto nyo malaman itsura nung lalaking kinahahayukan ko at naging subject na rin ng ilang blog post (including watching his show and the kadramahan that ensued), dumalaw kayo sa aking multiply.

So dahil naaaliw naman ako kina ayen, obri at mr. backspace (pasensya, i don't know your name) ay nakigaya na rin ako para maggawa ng blog about my room.

Let's start from my closet muna...

Super tagal na hindi nagagamit yang mga yan kasi may time noon sa work na we had to wear hats everyday. Eh akong si maarte, I don't really like wearing the same hat everyday so nagpanic-buying ako at bumili ng malay ko kung ilan hanggang sa naipon sya...

 

Eto yung asa taas ng five-drawer chest na yan...

Sa kabilang side naman ayan yung mga pants na nakatupi lang kasi kulang na kulang ako sa closet space eh saka mas madali din na ganyan para pipili na lang ako...

Eto na yung mga damit na nakahanger. Mapapansin nyo na maraming black kasi pantrabaho yon tapos yung iba, mga bilang na bilang lang ang beses na suot ko yan pero bili pa rin naman ako ng bili. At nagtaka ako kung bakit ako walang closet space? Pero infairness, dahil umiinit na dito sa San Diego, nasusuot ko na yung mga dress na binili ko. Ewan ko nga ba pero I have a current fascination for animal print kaya nagbibili na naman po ang lola nyo...

 

Tatay ko, ginawa ba naman sabitan ng mga naplanchang damit yung lamp kaya natumba at nagkandabasag-basag yung mga bumbilya.

 

Eto na ang mga pinagkakagastusan ko na walang silbi. Mahilig lang talaga ako bumili ng mga kung ano-ano na sasabihin kong kailangan ko pero never or super dalang ko lang magamit tulad ng headband na yan na pangwork daw kuno pero display lang naman yan dyan. Sos, dami ko sigurong pero kungdi ako gastador noh?

At eto ang laman ng mga drawer...narealize ko na ang dami ko palang gamit men! HUWAW!

Yang mga make-up and accessories na yan, justified pa lahat kapag binibili pero paglumalabas kasi pagkaimpulsive buyer ko, talagang walang makapigil. Tulad na lang yang eyeshadow na yan ha... Sino naman ang gagamit ng matingkad na violet at yellow na mala lakers jersey ang dating?

 

Hindi kami masyadong mahilig sa water!

 Proud ako sa ceiling fan na yan kasi ang cute tapos terno ng kama ko at syempre ako ang bumili...haha!

Onto the computer area na...

Eto na ang mga nakakalat na gamit at pinakamagulong parte ng kwarto ko...

Ebidensya ng katamaran...

Ang daming kalaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaat!

 

Love na love ko yung bed na yan kasi katerno yung mga gamit saka syempre pinaghirapan ko din ang pambili nyan... One weird thing is I only sleep on one side of the bed which would be the right side.

Underneath all that is the jungle that my mom keeps yelling me about...di ko naman sya masisi eh dahil madami akong masyado sapatos at madami ding gastusin...

Super hilig ko sa shoes na ang problema naman, paminsan ko lang magamit dahil hindi din naman talaga ako naglalabas and for work naman puros sneakers or flats lang...

 

AY bongga, nakayanan nyo yon?!?!?!? Di ko maatim na tingnan kasi wala naman akong paglagyan ng mga yan...

At dahil lang sa camwhore ako (obvious?) eh nagpicture na rin ako ng sarili ko para sa ending...hahahahahahahahahaha!

 

 

THE END

 

I'm a lil sad now because I had time to really think about "the Guy" situation and all the insecurities in the world that I thought I got rid off came rushing back...

It sucks lang kasi I'm now realizing this after we made (or should I say I made) such progress na from being strangers to actually being friends (or a lil more than that).

Tsk si pex oh, assuming! 

Wahhhhhhhhhhhhh, this is so ridiculous!

Kung kelan naman we're making a step in the right direction, this sudden wave of emotions and shit makes me feel like I actually took fivehundredmillion steps back.

Damn it!

Ano nga ba naman magugustuhan sakin ni mokong eh ako lang naman ang dakilang taga-ring up nya ng pagkain nya samantalang sya eh may matino nang trabaho sa downtown, kabilang sa isang banda at di hamak namang mas maganda buhay nya kesa sakin?

Pero libre naman mangarap daba?

Goodness...have I really gone cuckoo to the point of convincing myself that there was a way for him to really be with me?

Wow pex, you're in a whole new level of insanity!

Ah men...this ain't cool.

Not cool at all.

I hope I would never have to step inside an Emergency Room as a patient ever again.

Nothing makes you feel more helpless than being dressed in a hospital gown, lying in a hospital bed being wheeled around to get a CT Scan to check your head and a chest Xray to check your heart and having blood drawn out from you to rule out any other complications.

Man, the drama of life and the craziness of being sick.

Not to sound conceited or anything, but it is way too easy for me to get a guy these days...

Flirting is my everyday form of communication so that really needs no effort in my part.

Why am I even blogging about this?

I don't know, man.

It's just like when you get something so easily, you tend to take it for granted.

Yes, there are a couple of guys that play hard to get but at the end of the day, they become part of that long list of guys in my phonebook that I would text when I'm bored.

Bleh.

The worst part, I would lose interest in the guy after I get his number...kinda like losing the thrill of the chase.

What the hell is wrong with me?

I think I should stay off work for a couple of days or better yet, just go through that whole awful situation of being rejected.

I know whoever reads this might prolly be annoyed when you get to this part, so I do apologize but seriously though, what's next?

Things are just, how do I say this, become more of a routine lately...

I need something new.

Suggestions, anyone?

 

SERIOUSLY, DUDE?!?!?!?!?

Are you really that lame as to freaking take credit for my plans and call them yours?

That's absolutely annoying to the point that whatever thoughts of reconciliation I had are totally wiped away from my memory.

Great job of ruining what's supposed to be a good night.

DUMBASS!

Your biggest mistake is bringing your baggage over...

Tsk-tsk!

You should ask Mike...he knows better.

I am absolutely done with you.

I, thank you.

*bow*